Currently Playing Pieces of Me By Ashlee Simpson see related

Havent been on this in awhile.... not much has changed since my last entry. My days are SO boring... here what it consists of

-get up either at 3am,4am, or even 7 am. Damn my crazy work hours

-do the whole brushing teeth thing,washing my face, put on those work clothes

-drive to work, while listening to my ashlee simpson cd(haha right faith?)

-dred going to starbucks C (cuz B is where my buddies faith and "Victoria" is)

-Work those day 10-12 hour days

-go home,sleep,eat,then do it all over again

-Then on my days off....gotta be at the nail salon. 

but ya know what? haha my paychecks are hella big! haha imma go shopping oh yeah, and pay those damn bills! my cell phone bill is getting as big as nani's! *yikes*...

-buy my mommy that new louis vitton purse that she wants. Deng my mommy's expensive =/

-mine and my mommy's shopping trip for "school shopping"

-that plan ticket out of here(right tootz?)

thats all folks...

wow long time no blog...hehe wellz since the last blog...my ass has been working...kinda dropped gottshalks... it's all good tho... i'm still working hard at the other jobs...my girl teuta got her self a job! hehe so yes CALI HERE WE COME! hehe damn i cant wait...=) I'm hoping i get out of here soon tho. I dont like it anymore. Too boring. I think it's time for a change. I've grown up...time to be on my own. be an indepedent women. right tootz? I really need to crack down and get shit down tho... it's so hard when you work all day plus over time and you just wanna sleep... hehe its cool i'll do it on my days off... thats if i even get one. but hey the more money i make the sooner i leave here. wellz anyways... just wanted to tell you guys whats up... late

wow its been a long ass while since I wrote in here...wellz everything is pretty much the same...just keeping my self busy.....i havent worked in a while...just been training at the nail salon....but as of last week hehe i got hired at the airport...and then this weekend I got hired at gottshalks(sp) yes I know i'm weird 3 jobs is a lot to handle... haha then i gotta have a life too....damn imma be drinking HELLA coffee! To keep my self awake! haha o0o0o and teuta might get a job at nordies! haha yea! so the plan is now set! we're both working CALIFORNIA HERE WE COME! hehe....imma be hella busy from now on....this is my week....today best nails and train at starbucks,tommorow more training at starbucks,wendsday paper work at gottshalks,thursday and friday still unknown, and then on saturday i have training at gottshalks on the register... and i think i need to be at the nail salon that day. damn crazy shit! hehe imma be cool like faith and be a certfied barista! =) damn all these certifactions! frist nails and now coffee...its cool tho! I'm making money! hehe wellz imma cut this here cuz i gotta go to work...later

You walk away like i was nothing, but yet i hold on to you like you care.Tears flow down these cheeks, but yet no one is here to comfort me. I'm left here to drown in my own sarrows.Afride of my self, afride of what i'm capable of.Why do i let you control me the way you do?Why are my feelings for you coming back? I thought i got rid of you, but yet you still return. I turn away thinking you havent gotten the best of me, and then i've come to relieze, that you've won. You've captured me in every way a person can. I battle with these feelings of mine, thinking i'm stronger than you, but i'm weak. what am i with out you?